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Poetry for mojo 12

Juan Alvarado — Fuji Apples

Para Guadalupe

Around the end of fall
Memo would come see me
bringing a carton of bruised apples

he had tattoos of eyes on his forearm
looking
               left    right
               up     down

It was summer everyone
went to the pool or the mall
except me and Memo
he was packing     getting ready to head upstate again

I asked him about Nietzsche     about the prison house of language

He said
                this pen
                this skin
                this ass

I kissed him
I didn’t know I could do that
Jesus never kissed his disciples
on the lips
nor did men kiss in history books
or Disney movies
never seeing anyone in public
                                      hold hands
                                      hug each other
                                      say I love you

we were both naked in bed
I asked him about the apples
the bosses gave them away for free
brown bruises means unsaleable

we smoked herb from one that night
showed each other how to handle
how to hold
how to shift
how we can both eat
an unsaleable

Later in summer my parents started calling me by names

sin vergüenza
joto
mariposa
maricon

I bought pens     a notebook
started drawing a point
                   started to curve around
                   going farther away
                   until I was at the edges of the paper

I gave it to Memo’s father     told him to mail it to him
A letter came a month later
                                    I opened it
            saw an illuminated eye
drawn on the back my drawing

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Poetry for mojo 12

J. Bradley — The Ribcage Tries to Save His Latest Lover from His Poor Career Choice

You remind him how their hands
roam like wolves across his chest,
down his stomach, how their fingers
growl and snap at the carcass
of his waistband and he shrugs
at the thought of their hunger.

You ask him how he isn’t haunted
by the hoots and howls drenched
in watery rum and Coke.
The music usually drowns them out,
he says. You watch your lover
stack his money into a shape
you interpret as a mausoleum.

You confront him about the confetti
of phone numbers in his leopard printed briefs.
He apologizes for his forgetfulness, says
You’re the only one for me.

You offer him a better life,
one where he can retire his fake name,
one where he can say ‘no’ because he can,
one where his skin will never smell
like cigarettes, sweat, and nail polish again,
a life where he can do whatever he wants
as long as he’s at home, waiting for you.

Will I still need to be beautiful, he asks
and you move your body like a nod.

The next morning, you wake up
to the molted skin of his real name.
The voice on the other end of the phone
doesn’t know who you are.

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Poetry for mojo 12

Tyler Atwood — Terminal

The doctor told me
he nodded, when asked if
he still wanted to live.

I think of Montana,
hardscrabble weeds on
the alkali flat bent against
an unforgiving wind
(how fortunate to find root),
and coyotes bawling
in the distance.

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Poetry for mojo 12

John F. Buckley & Martin Ott — Nine Tales of Catwoman

1.

Knowing how East End streets leaked
the cream of stories, Irena Dubrovna
bought eight plastic bottles with nipples
online, one per teat on Graymalkin III,
one per day of a Beatles’ week loving
Helena. As they dry again in the drainer,
she works the breast pump and considers
Mother Goose, absent parents, well-fed
changelings that never stop laughing.

2.

Daughter forgotten, Pauline Lancaster
spends her nights in a London disco,
playing both angel and devil, keeping
clear of Gotham and servicing royalty
as a dominatrix in a dungeon where
masks are mandatory. She cracked
her whip to climb towers for diamonds
and to flay the backs of feral princes.
She never saw the duke’s knife blade.

3.

Margarita De Soto went undercover
as a Catholic nun to keep ex-Robin
Dick Grayson from proposing, to stop
herself from her own need to love
what she hated. Her sister was a nun
before she lost touch and her brother
the King of Cats tracked her to pose
as a priest. She dodged his advances
for sex, but not the poisoned Eucharist.

4.

Clumsy Kat Harlow could never keep
from knocking her noggin on the curve
of the overhead compartments as she
served cocktails and bags of peanuts
to passengers on Schroedinger Airlines.
One crash in a field, one life ostensibly
spared, one last crack to the frontal lobe
leaving her reeling, wondering whether
she was now in or out of society’s box.

5.

Stalking catwalks of Paris, Milan and
Metropolis, toying with gender: slender
line of glitter pasted like stubble along
a fine jawbone, muscles taut, motions
slinky in gowns and broad-shouldered
tuxedoes. Treacherous? Hardly. They
never made a promise to break. One
fan confuses a half-smile for consent,
almost loses an eye to a sculptured nail.

6.

Niaga orehitna na fo sreksihw demoorg,
yltfos dessih, yldloc derats Namowtac.
Lleps a rof ytivarg ot gniwob, wodniw eht
hguorht welf naicigam eht os. Thgit os si
gag eht nehw ton yllaicepse, sessertsim ro
sretsam yebo t’nod, sgod ekilnu, stac tub.
“Doog eb, Namowtac!” niaga dnammoc
ot deirt Annataz. “Htcib” a fo daetsni
enilef elamef gnigar a llac uoy od tahw?

7.

She named herself, for a time, after cats:
Kitinka, Catrina, Felinity. She became wild
in the way of strays, and passed from home
to throne, from alley to penthouse, petted
and stroked. Her claws came out often.
She climbed walls even in her dreams,
each place a prison to get captured in,
then break free. One escape went bad,
they always do when people hoard people.

8.

No one thought to look for her under the sea,
secreted among the crew of the STAR Labs
Megabathysphere, quiet, bottle-blonde
field researcher Chloe Leo, keeping tucked
in water-quality reports or baggy SCUBA
dry suits, tagging catfish with trackers or
rifling through lockers, just for practice,
just until the first mate missed her heirloom
earrings: an alarm, a hunt, a casting adrift.

9.

If a woman denies that she is a villain,
the world will not believe her. She hides
in plain sight, with children and husbands,
with many names and roles in this last life.
She had her own infinite crisis of stealth,
hiding along rooftops, shadowing beasts.
Her cat in old age is nameless like herself.
She slips out to track footsteps not taken,
pilfering herself, falling backwards in love.